Since I remain free for most time of the day , I am quite into these daily soaps .
In one of my favourite soaps , the main protagonists got married recently and today’s episode showed them in bed for the 1st time.
Since it is a family channel obviously ,not much was shown .
At a latter point , the frame showed the guy lying on his bare chest, his body covered in white sheets . as something inside me started to tickle me , glimpses of my ex boyfriend lying in the bed covered in a white sheet and blanket lying beside back in 2007 came back to me . I switched off the television . I could no longer watch .
Just four days spent together can have such effect ??
Will I think of him everytime something similar to what we shared happens ??
He still sees gals’ webcams , has cyber sex , sometimes even talks to few girls I know …there must be other gals also that he has shared his bed with …
Does he ever think of me ?? does he ever think how much I loved him ??
My wellwishers tell me that I have a heart of gold . I dunno whether they mean it or just flatter me .. they say someday someone will come who will love me so much that not only will my memories be erased but once again I will be capable of building newer memories .
In one of my favourite soaps , the main protagonists got married recently and today’s episode showed them in bed for the 1st time.
Since it is a family channel obviously ,not much was shown .
At a latter point , the frame showed the guy lying on his bare chest, his body covered in white sheets . as something inside me started to tickle me , glimpses of my ex boyfriend lying in the bed covered in a white sheet and blanket lying beside back in 2007 came back to me . I switched off the television . I could no longer watch .
Just four days spent together can have such effect ??
Will I think of him everytime something similar to what we shared happens ??
He still sees gals’ webcams , has cyber sex , sometimes even talks to few girls I know …there must be other gals also that he has shared his bed with …
Does he ever think of me ?? does he ever think how much I loved him ??
My wellwishers tell me that I have a heart of gold . I dunno whether they mean it or just flatter me .. they say someday someone will come who will love me so much that not only will my memories be erased but once again I will be capable of building newer memories .
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